People say it will stop hurting and that the pain inside my heart and chest that huts so much and brings loneliness, depression the not wanting to eat  and blaming myself and thinking that i  don't deserved to be loved and cherished now or when i am older by any guy as i am not good enough. But they don't understand they don't understand how it feels to have grown from a bulb scared and insecure into a beautiful red rose all because of love and happiness and then to be crushed in the palm of a hand and thrown aside without a care or a second glance. that is what they don't understand that feeling.


Every girl wants to be a rose
A red rose, loved, cherished, beautiful and full of passion/power
A white rose loved,cherished, graceful and pure/innocent
A pink rose girlie,bouncy and full of sweetness