Such a shame that i can't hurt, who have made me feel like i feel right now but i know if i make every single one of them suffer as i want to then shit will happen and my life will just get a thousand times worse and more fucked up than it already is at the moment and having this happening would probably push me over the edge of not eating, depression and maybe suicide. But who can blame me for feeling like not eating and being depressed when i an sick and tired of being told not good enough, not pretty enough, and to demanding and spoilt for guys. I never demand anything and i am not spoilt i am just in fact a nice kind,caring person who would help anyone if they asked as the only time i am angry,bitchy,or very sarcastic is when i am pissed of and beyond. but i am someone who has some trust issues because of her past but just wants to be loved and cared for who she really is inside. and yes people i am moaning on here because then at least i don't have to deal with all the slags/sluts ,idiots, dick-head's and the guys and ex boyfriends who act one way and then treat you another.(first being a friend then to loving you and make you a really happy person again and then end it after ages and then treating you like you don't mean anything to them as a friend or not speaking to you when you try to be friends with them again! All around me i have heard the saying all is fair in love and war well that is a load of shit and fuck in the real world as love is deferentially not all fair and neither is war. As my war is only just beginning as all the slags/sluts ,idiots, dick-head's and the guys/ex boyfriends who act two ways may have started the battle but i will win the war as i am only just starting/warming up as i have a hell of a lot more damage to do that they will never know what has fucking hit then as i am not one to be messed with when i am angry/ furious and upset with people as i do not make empty threats especially when i have a mental hit list of people i don't like which i have had to change over the last few weeks by hey those people will just have to live with it.
Now to all you lovely people i apologise for this and am now of to listen to music watch an assortment of films(mainly harry potter, x men films, twilight, films with johnny depp, brad pitt and tom cruise in as well as the grudge, scream,and possibly all of the saws. As well as Sean of the dead and most defiantly Hot fuzz who can live without them) read even more book and fan fiction stories as well as write some. And deppending on how i feel and whether i can be bothered i may post some of my fan fiction stories up for you to read and comment.
I am fast, fierce, dangerous and lethal so do not get on my on my bad side.